加州主婦日記 Cali-housewife diary

 
"Something borrowed"(愛情友沒友)
是一個用第三者角度觀看外遇事件的電影，

 
節錄自電影對白-享受吧!一個人的旅行。
很適合正在尋找自己、拼湊自己的人們...

On the first page of our story
在我們故事的第一頁
The future seemed so bright

2 AM and she calls me 'cause I'm still awake
凌晨2點她打電話給我，因為我還醒著

Can you help me unravel my latest mistake?
你能幫我解決我剛犯的錯嗎？

I don't love him. Winter just wasn't my season'
我不愛他，我不喜歡冬天

Yeah we walk through the doors, so accusing their eyes
我們穿過大門，他們的眼神充滿責備

Like they have any right at all to criticize
就像他們有足夠的權利去批評

Hypocrites. You're all here for the very same reason
偽君子！你們還不是為了同樣的原因來這



Cause you can't jump the track, we're like cars on a cable
因為你不能越軌，我們就像是纜上的車

And life's like an hourglass, glued to the table
生活像是沙漏，粘在桌子上

No one can find the rewind button, girl.
誰也找不到按鈕，女孩

So cradle your head in your hands
用你的手晃晃你的頭

And breathe... just breathe
呼吸，呼吸

Oh breathe, just breathe
呼吸，呼吸

May he turned 21 on the base at Fort Bliss
可以讓他回到21嗎？那基地歡喜的堡壘

Just a day' he said down to the flask in his fist,
“只是一天”，他對捏在手裡的小瓶說

Ain't been sober, since maybe October of last year.
可能去年10月後就沒再哭過

Here in town you can tell he's been down for a while
你可以告訴我他曾來過這個城鎮

But, my God, it's so beautiful when the boy smiles
但是，老天，男孩笑的時候真美

Wanna hold him. Maybe I'll just sing about it.
想抱住他，我可能就是在唱這

Cause you can't jump the track, we're like cars on a cable
因為你不能越軌，我們就像是纜上的車

And life's like an hourglass, glued to the table
生活像是沙漏，粘在桌子上

No one can find the rewind button, boys.
誰也找不到按鈕，男孩

So cradle your head in your hands
用你的手晃晃你的頭

And breathe... just breathe
呼吸，呼吸

Oh breathe, just breathe
呼吸，呼吸


There's a light at each end of this tunnel
地道的兩端都有光

You shout 'cause you're just as far in as you'll ever be out
你越大喊就離出路越遠

And these mistakes you've made, you'll just make them again
你犯過的錯誤你還會犯

If you only try turning around
如果你只是掉頭

2 AM and I'm still awake, writing a song
凌晨2點我還沒睡，寫一首歌

If I get it all down on paper, it's no longer inside of me
如果我把它寫在紙上它就不會再在我心裡

Threatening the life it belongs to
威脅這要屬於的生活

And I feel like I'm naked in front of the crowd
我感覺我赤裸裸地站在人群前

Cause these words are my diary, screaming out loud
因為這些歌詞是我的日記，我把它們大聲喊出

And I know that you'll use them, however you want to
我知道你會想怎麼用就怎麼用

But you can't jump the track , we're like cars on a cable
但是你不能越軌，我們就像是纜上的車

And life's like an hourglass, glued to the table
生活像是沙漏，粘在桌子上

No one can find the rewind button, now.
現在誰也找不到按鈕

Sing it if you understand
如果你懂就唱吧

And breathe... just breathe
呼吸，呼吸

Oh breathe, just breathe
呼吸，呼吸

ohho breath
呼吸，呼吸

just breath
呼吸，呼吸

ohho breathe
呼吸，呼吸

just breathe
呼吸，呼吸

amy winehouse死了。
我很少會有迷戀等級的歌手，
但她唱歌像是娓娓道來一段故事，
說話一般的語氣，實在很喜歡，

 

 
Just gonna stand there and watch me burn
你是不是就打算站在那看著我憤怒燃燒
But that's alright because I like the way it hurts
不過算了，因為我喜歡這心痛的感覺
Just gonna stand there and hear me cry
你是不是就打算站在那聽著我嚎啕大哭
But that's alright because I love the way you lie,
不過算了，因為我連你的謊言都愛，
I love the way you lie
連你的謊言都愛……
I can't tell you what it really is
我不能告訴你它到底是什麼
I can only tell you what it feels like
我只能告訴你它是一種什麼感覺
And right now it's a still night in my wind pipe
現在我的氣管像被堵住一樣
I can't breathe but I still fight while can fight
無法呼吸 但是我仍在盡力堅持
As long as the wrong feels right it's like I'm in flight
就像被丟到高空一樣沒有任何感覺
High off the law, drunk from my hate,
借酒澆愁發洩憤怒想要掙脫束縛
It's like I'm huffing paint and I love it the more I suffer, I suffocate
我就像溺了水一樣，越是掙扎就越窒息
And right before I'm about to drown, she resuscitates me
就在我即將淹死的時候，她拯救了我
She fucking hates me and I love it.
我愛她這種他媽恨我的感覺
Wait! Where you going?
『等等！你要去哪兒？』
I'm leaving you
「我要離開你。」
No you ain't. Come back we're running right back.
『不，你不能走。回來吧，我們能夠重來！』
Here we go again
『我們重新來過吧。』
It's so insane cus when its going good its going great.
這真神奇，因為它朝著完美的方向發展
I'm superman with the wind at his back
我就像超人一樣無往不利
Shes Louis Lane but when its bad its awful, I feel so ashamed I snap
她就像超人的白痴女友，白痴的時候蠢到不行我都覺得丟臉
Who's that dude? I don't even know his name
這傢伙又是誰？我連他名字都不知道 
I laid hands on him, I'll never stoop so low again
我揍了他，告訴她我再也不會妥協了
I guess I don't know my own strength
連我自己都不知道我態度有這麼強硬
Just gonna stand there and watch me burn
你是不是就打算站在那看著我憤怒燃燒
But that's alright because I like the way it hurts
不過算了，因為我喜歡這心痛的感覺
Just gonna stand there and hear me cry
你是不是就打算站在那聽著我嚎啕大哭
But that's alright because I love the way you lie,
不過算了，因為我連你的謊言都愛，
I love the way you lie,
連你的謊言都愛……
I love the way you lie.
連你的謊言都愛……
You ever love somebody so much you can barely breathe
妳曾經愛一個人愛到窒息嗎？
When you're with 'em
當妳和他們在一起的時候
You meet and neither one of you even know what hit 'em
你們滿足了 而你們沒一個人知道自己到底在幹什麼
Got that warm fuzzy feeling
慢慢享受妳自己搞的曖昧吧
Yeah, them those chills you used to get 'em
呵~想想那些你們曾經的歡樂時光
Now you're getting fucking sick of looking at him
現在妳連看對方一眼都感覺他媽的噁心 
You swore you'd never hit him; never do nothing to hurt him
妳發過誓再也不會做出任何傷害他的事情
Now you're in each other's face spewing venom in your words when you spit them
但是妳現在卻換了副嘴臉對他惡言相向
You push pull each other's hair, scratch claw hit him
妳現在卻把他當球一樣推過來踹過去，不停地傷害著他
Throw him down pin him
妳在蹂躪著他，讓他感到如坐針氈
So lost in the moments when you're in them
如此像已經沉迷似的傷害著對方
It's a race that's the culprit controls your boat
這就像是一次拔河，但卻是罪惡在掌控著你
So they say you're best to go your separate ways
它告訴你分道揚鑣是你最好的選擇
Guess if they don't know you cus today that was yesterday
他們大概不知道今天這些問題都是昨天留下的爛攤子
Yesterday is over it's a different day
如果以前的事沒發生現在就不會這樣
Sound like broken records playing over but you promised her
就像老舊的唱片一樣跳針又跳針的重複你對她的承諾
Next time you show restraint
下次你要克制自己
You don't get another chance
不然你們之間就沒有機會了
Life is no Nintendo game
生活不像在玩Wii
But you lied again
然而你又說謊了
Now you get to watch her leave out the window
現在你只能眼睜睜看著她給你的最後一次機會溜走
I guess that's why they call it window pane
我想這也就是所謂的遺憾吧……？
Just gonna stand there and watch me burn
你是不是就打算站在那看著我憤怒燃燒
But that's alright because I like the way it hurts
不過算了，因為我喜歡這心痛的感覺
Just gonna stand there and hear me cry
你是不是就打算站在那聽著我嚎啕大哭
But that's alright because I love the way you lie,
不過算了，因為我連你的謊言都愛，
I love the way you lie,
連你的謊言都愛……
I love the way you lie.
連你的謊言都愛……
Now I know he said things hit things that we didn't mean
現在我明白了她說的事與願違和口是心非
And we fall back into the same patterns same routine
我們又回到了原來的路上
But your temper's just as bad as mine is
妳脾氣跟我一樣壞
You're the same as me
妳跟我根本是一樣的
But when it comes to love you're just as blinded
但是每次當我們快有完美結局時卻總是錯過
Baby, please come back
寶貝，請妳回來吧
It wasn't you, baby it was me
好吧寶貝，都是我的錯
Maybe our relationship wasn't as crazy as it seemed
其實我們的關係並沒有看來那麼的無可救藥
Maybe that's what happens when a tornado meets a volcano
也許我們就像是水火相容的結果
All I know is I love you too much to walk away though
我只知道我愛妳愛得無法自拔
Come inside, pick up your bags off the sidewalk
回家吧，帶著妳的行李回家吧
Don't you hear sincerity in my voice when I talk
難道妳沒有聽出我聲音中的真誠嗎？
I told you this is my fault
我都說了，這都是我的錯
Look me in the eye ball
過來看著我的眼神
Next time I'm pissed, I lay my fist at the drywall
我絕不會再發火再動手了，
Next time. There won't be no next time
絕不會了
I apologize even though I know its lies
我明知道我的道歉是謊話
I'm tired of the games I just want her back
但我受夠這場爭執了，我只想讓她回來。
I know I'm a liar
我知道我是個騙子
If she ever tries to fucking leave again
但是如果她再幹他媽的想要離開我的話
Im'a tie her to the bed and set this house on fire
我會把她綁在床上，連房子一起燒了……！
Just gonna stand there and watch me burn
你是不是就打算站在那看著我憤怒燃燒
But that's alright because I like the way it hurts
不過算了，因為我喜歡這心痛的感覺
Just gonna stand there and hear me cry
你是不是就打算站在那聽著我嚎啕大哭
But that's alright because I love the way you lie,
不過算了，因為我連你的謊言都愛，
I love the way you lie,
連你的謊言都愛……
I love the way you lie.
連你的謊言都愛……

There’s a fire starting in my heart
心中一把火開始燃起
Reaching a fever pitch, it’s bringing me out the dark
到了狂熱的地步，讓我從黑暗中出來
Finally I can see you crystal clear
終於，我可以清清楚楚看你
Go ahead and sell me out and I’ll lay your shit bare 
要背叛我，隨你便吧！反正我會點破你的總總
See how I'll leave with every piece of you
看看我是如何帶著你的每一部份離開
Don’t underestimate the things that I will do
別低估了我會做出的事
There’s a fire starting in my heart
心中一把火開始燃起
Reaching a fever pitch and it’s bringing me out the dark
到了狂熱的地步，讓我從黑暗中出來
The scars of your love remind me of us
你的愛留下的傷痕，讓我想起了我們
They keep me thinking that we almost had it all
讓我不停的想著：我們幾乎要擁有一切了
The scars of your love they leave me breathless
你的愛留下的傷痕，讓我快要窒息
I can’t help feeling....
我不禁覺得....
We could have had it all...(you're gonna wish you never had met me)...
我們本來可以擁有一切的...(你一定會希望從來沒遇見我)...
Rolling in the deep(Tears are gonna fall, rolling in the deep)
內心深處翻騰著(內心深處翻騰著，淚水就要掉下來)
You had my heart inside your hand (you're gonna wish you never had met me)
你掌握了我的心(你一定會希望從來沒遇見我)
And you played it to the beat (Tears are gonna fall, rolling in the deep)
卻不斷地玩弄它(內心深處翻騰著，淚水就要掉下來)
Baby I have no story to be told
寶貝，我沒有故事可說
But I’ve heard one of you
但我卻聽到一個你的故事
And now I’m gonna make your head burn
現在我就要讓你焦頭爛額
Think of me in the depths of your despair
在極度絕望中想起我
Making a home down there as mine sure won't be shared
自己成立一個家，因為我的家絕不會與你分享
(You’re gonna wish you never had met me)
(你一定會希望從來沒遇見我)
The scars of your love remind you of us 
你的愛留下的傷痕，讓你想起了我們
(Tears are gonna fall, rolling in the deep)
(內心深處翻騰著，淚水就要掉下來)
They keep me thinking that we almost had it all 
讓我不停的想著：我們幾乎要擁有一切了
(You’re gonna wish you never had met me)
(你一定會希望從來沒遇見我)
The scars of your love, they leave me breathless 
你的愛留下的傷痕，讓我快要窒息
(Tears are gonna fall, rolling in the deep)
(內心深處翻騰著，淚水就要掉下來)
I can’t help feeling 
我不禁覺得....
We could have had it all...(you're gonna wish you never had met me)...
我們本來可以擁有一切的...(你一定會希望從來沒遇見我)...
Rolling in the deep(Tears are gonna fall, rolling in the deep)
內心深處翻騰著(內心深處翻騰著，淚水就要掉下來)
You had my heart inside your hand (you're gonna wish you never had met me)
你掌握了我的心(你一定會希望從來沒遇見我)
And you played it to the beat (Tears are gonna fall, rolling in the deep)
卻不斷地玩弄它(內心深處翻騰著，淚水就要掉下來)
We could have had it all
我們本來可以擁有一切的...
Rolling in the deep
內心深處翻騰著...
You had my heart inside your hand
你掌握了我的心
But you played it with your beating
卻隨你的意玩弄它
Throw your soul through every open door (Whoa-oh)
透過每一扇開啟的門扔掉你的靈魂
Count your blessings to find what you look for(whoa-uh)
知足的去尋找你的所求
Turned my sorrow into treasured gold (Whoa-oh)
把我的悲傷轉為珍寶
You'll pay me back in kind and you reap just what you sow
這是以牙還牙，你種瓜得瓜，種豆得豆
(You're gonna wish you... Never had met me)
(你一定會希望...從來沒遇見我)
We could have had it all (Tears are gonna fall... rolling in the deep)
我們本來可以擁有一切的...(內心深處翻騰著...淚水就要掉下來...)
We could have had it all yeah ( you're gonna wish you... never had met me)
我們本來可以擁有一切的...(你一定會希望...從來沒遇見我)
It all. (Tears are gonna fall)
一切 (淚水就要掉下來)
It all
一切
It all (Rolling in the deep)
一切 (內心深處翻騰著)
We could’ve had it all (You’re gonna wish you never had met me)
我們本來可以擁有一切的(你一定會希望從來沒遇見我)
Rolling in the deep (Tears are gonna fall, rolling in the deep)
內心深處翻騰著(內心深處翻騰著，淚水就要掉下來)
You had my heart inside your hand (You’re gonna wish you never had met me)
你掌握了我的心(你一定會希望從來沒遇見我)
And you played it to the beat (Tears are gonna fall, rolling in the deep)
卻不斷地玩弄它(內心深處翻騰著，淚水就要掉下來)
We could’ve had it all (You’re gonna wish you never had met me)
我們本來可以擁有一切的(你一定會希望從來沒遇見我)
Rolling in the deep (Tears are gonna fall, rolling in the deep)
內心深處翻騰著(內心深處翻騰著，淚水就要掉下來)
You had my heart inside your hand (You’re gonna wish you never had met me)
你掌握了我的心(你一定會希望從來沒遇見我)
But you played it
但你卻玩弄它
You played it
你玩弄它
You played it
你玩弄它
You played it to the beat
不斷地玩弄它

 
Easy come, easy go, that's just how you live
說來就來，說去就去，妳就是這樣活了一輩子
Oh, take, take, take it all but you never give
喔，拿，拿，全部拿走吧！反正妳永遠不會付出
Should've known you was trouble from the first kiss
從初吻那時就知道妳會是個麻煩
Had your eyes wide open, why were they open?
眼張得大大的，幹麻張眼啊
Gave you all I had and you tossed it in the trash
給妳我的所有，妳卻丟進垃圾桶
You tossed it in the trash, you did
妳丟進垃圾桶，妳真的丟了
To give me all your love is all I ever asked
"給我全部的愛"，是我唯一的要求
'Cause what you don't understand is
因為妳有所不知啊---
I'd catch a grenade for ya (yeah, yeah)
我願意為妳接下手榴彈(耶~ 耶~)
Throw my hand on a blade for ya (yeah, yeah)
為妳握上刀刃(耶~ 耶~)
I'd jump in front of a train for ya (yeah, yeah)
我願意為妳在火車前一跳
You know I'd do anything for ya (yeah, yeah) Oh, oh
妳知道我願意為妳做任何事(耶~ 耶~)喔~喔
I would go through all this pain
我願意受這種痛
Take a bullet straight through my brain
讓子彈穿過我的腦袋
Yes, I would die for you, baby
是的，我願意為妳而死，寶貝
But you won't do the same
但是，妳不會做同樣的事
No, no, no, no
不會，不會，不會，不會
Black, black, black and blue, beat me 'til I'm numb
把我打到青一塊紫..紫..紫一塊，直到我麻痺為止吧
Tell the devil I said, "hey", when you get back to where you're from
在回到妳原來的地方時，請幫我向魔鬼問好
Mad woman, bad woman, that's just what you are, yeah
瘋女人，壞女人，這就是妳，是啊
You'll smile in my face then rip the brakes out my car
妳會在我面前露出微笑，然後偷偷毀了我的煞車
Gave you all I had and you tossed it in the trash
給妳我的所有，妳卻丟進垃圾桶
You tossed it in the trash, yes, you did
妳丟進垃圾桶，真的，妳丟了
To give me all your love is all I ever asked
"給我全部的愛"，是我唯一的要求
'Cause what you don't understand is
因為妳有所不知啊---
I'd catch a grenade for ya (yeah, yeah)
我願意為妳接下手榴彈(耶~ 耶~)
Throw my hand on a blade for ya (yeah, yeah)
為妳握著刀刃(耶~ 耶~)
I'd jump in front of a train for ya (yeah, yeah)
我願意為妳在火車前一跳(耶~ 耶~)
You know I'd do anything for ya (yeah, yeah) Oh, oh
妳知道我願意為妳做任何事(耶~ 耶~)喔~喔
I would go through all this pain
我願意受這種痛
Take a bullet straight through my brain
讓子彈穿過我的腦袋
Yes, I would die for you, baby
是的，我願意為妳而死，寶貝
But you won't do the same
但是，妳不會做同樣的事
If my body was on fire
如果我的身體著火了
Ooh, you'd watch me burn down in flames
喔，妳應該是會看著我在火燄中化為灰燼吧
You said you loved me, you're a liar
妳說過妳愛我，妳是個騙子
'Cause you never, ever, ever did, baby
因為，妳從來不曾，不曾愛過我，寶貝
But darling, I'd still catch a grenade for ya
可是親愛的，我依然願意為妳接下手榴彈
Throw my hand on a blade for ya (yeah, yeah)
為妳握著刀刃(耶~ 耶~)
I'd jump in front of a train for ya (yeah, yeah)
我願意為妳在火車前一跳(耶~ 耶~)
You know I'd do anything for ya (yeah, yeah)Oh, oh
妳知道我願意為妳做任何事(耶~ 耶~)喔~喔
I would go through all this pain
我願意受這種痛
Take a bullet straight through my brain
讓子彈穿過我的腦袋
Yes, I would die for you, baby
是的，我願意為妳而死，寶貝
But you won't do the same
但是，妳不會做同樣的事
No, you won't do the same
不會，妳不會做同樣的事
You wouldn't do the same
妳不可能做同樣的事
Ooh, you never do the same
喔，妳永遠不會做同樣的事
No, no, no, no
不會，不會，不會，不會

1.就算眼前的這個男人，千般好，萬般好，處處是優點，他不愛你，這個缺點，你永遠改變不了 。

2.分手時，不哭。當然，不是要你一點都不哭。當著面，別哭，背地裏，往死裏哭。

3.一個人最大的缺點，不是自私、野蠻、任性，而是偏執的愛著一個不愛自己的人 。

4.不管你的條件有多差，總會有個人在愛你。不管你的條件有多好，也總有個人不愛你 。

5.抓住男人的不二法門，應該就是，永遠不要讓他滿足。

6.打扮的再美，穿的再昂貴，那只是個幌子，用善良做的外衣才是真的美。

7.如果我們責怪愛情傷害了我們，那請問，開始的時候是不是你點頭答應愛情的來臨。

8.能開口說出的委屈，便不是委屈。能離開的人，便不算是愛人。

9.所有愛著的人，愛過的人，都做著同一件事，犯賤。

10.心裏能裝著一些時間帶不走的淡淡悲傷，也是一種幸福。

11.人永遠是寂寞而自我的生物。無論多麼真誠的說出自己的愛，也總會有無法被理解的心情。

12.不卑不亢，從容優雅，面對一切。

13.一個人，如果沒空，那是因為他不想有空；一個人，如果走不開，那是因為不想走開；
     一個人，對你藉口太多，那是因為不想在乎。

14.有的事情，沒法說明。你覺得值，就值，你覺得不值，別人說值，你也覺得不值。

15.要明白一個道理，男人可是輕易的喜歡一個人，但不會輕易的愛上一個人。

16.女人，戀愛的時候，就像，與世隔絕般。

17.在風平浪靜的日子裏，留點空間給自己，留點空間給對方，留點美好給距離 。

18.有的時候不要太計較，男人都有點粗枝大葉，忘了一件事，不代表他不愛你，別自己嚇自己。
  
19.女人，往往喜歡坦白心事，男人，則恰恰相反。

20.有時候，學會把失望當做一種收穫，因為有期望，才會有失望。

21.女人的心慈手軟，與男人的口是心非，成正比。

22.不要妄想試圖改變誰，因為誰也改變不了誰，只有，他願不願意為你改變。

23.張愛玲說過，時間，可以瞭解愛情，可以證明愛情，也可以推翻愛情。

24.自由可貴 ， 但是，每天數以萬計的人，在用自由換取愛情。

25.你可以虛榮，因為，那是女人的天性，但，不要讓自己變成為別人增加虛榮的工具。

26.不要說，這世上沒個好男人了，不要去記恨那個拋棄你的人，畢竟曾經愛過你、疼過你，寬容會讓你更美麗。

27.不要去好奇，不要去關心，他的現任女友長得如何？身材如何？你這樣只是自尋煩惱罷了。

28.說過的話一定要做到，哪怕是很愚蠢的，也總比言而無信的好。

29.不要在你哭泣的時候，說氣話，下決定，你會後悔的。

30.他說，我累了，讓我冷靜一段時間，好嗎？你就說好，因為，他是來通知你的，不是來取得你同意的。

31.你清純就罷，你假裝清純，比醜還難看，明白嗎？

32.不是所有的努力都會成功，但是，不努力，就一定不會成功。

33.女孩子要自愛，不管你遇到多大的打擊，不管你遇到的情況多麼悲涼，藉故墮落，也是墮落；
     越是不愛自己，越是沒人愛你。

34.美貌、智慧、 金錢，很多事，都是天生註定的，別想用你那嫉妒心，改變什麼。

35.小心眼、嫉妒心、 仇恨、 報復，女人的伎倆不過如此，你要施展沒關係，關係的是你別被人發現。

36.放好心態，失去的東西，不要悲傷，你就當，他本身就不屬於你。

37.儘量做個優雅的女子，千萬別做作，因為，做作的女人，不僅女人討厭，男人更討厭。

38.獨立，永遠。不管，感情還是金錢。
  
39.嗯 ... 不要在哪幾個場合相信男人的話呢？床上、 他開心的時候、有求於你的時候、 犯錯的時候。
  
40.不要想盡辦法的向很多人炫耀，你有很多男朋友或者男性朋友。因為，別人不僅不會羡慕你，只會看輕你。
  
41.不要整天問，你愛我嗎？當你問的時候，他就不愛你了。
  
43.20歲以下，你相信偶像劇，那就算了。20歲以上，你還相信偶像劇，那就完了。
  
44.要知道，一個男人好與壞，不是看他花心還是專一，自古男人都花心，而是要看，有沒有控制力。

45.有沒有發現，往往刻骨銘心的愛戀。通常，沒有好結果。
  
46.煙、 酒，從古至今，被公認為兩大毒藥。而對，女人，愛情這一樣，足以致命。

47.勇敢的女人，永遠比懦弱的女人美麗。如果，你的愛人不愛你，我勸你還是勇敢點分離，好過，懦弱的糾纏。
  
48.善於妥協的女人，很寶貴。但是，只善於妥協的女人，很廉價。

49.不要做女強人，要做強女人。